imposter syndrome
Starting in programming comes with a lot of emotions - desire, happiness and awe. When certain things happen, you are impressed and curious, all at once - What’s making this or that change? How can I make it better? The feeling is magical and strange at the same time.
That’s probably Imposter syndrome, a psychological pattern in which an individual doubts their skills, talent or accomplishments and has a persistent internalized fear of being exposed as a fraud.